{"id":11191,"date":"2012-07-05T07:00:41","date_gmt":"2012-07-05T06:00:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.badreputation.org.uk\/?p=11191"},"modified":"2012-07-10T09:11:55","modified_gmt":"2012-07-10T08:11:55","slug":"gamer-diary-from-indie-camaraderie-to-get-back-in-the-kitchen-slut-the-ups-and-downs-of-the-internet-gaming-verse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/badreputation.org.uk\/2012\/07\/05\/gamer-diary-from-indie-camaraderie-to-get-back-in-the-kitchen-slut-the-ups-and-downs-of-the-internet-gaming-verse\/","title":{"rendered":"[Gamer Diary] From Indie Camaraderie to “Get back in the kitchen, slut!”: recent ups and downs of the internet gamingverse"},"content":{"rendered":"
Hello my darlings! \u00a0This month I’m back to my mid-month gaming post
(as last month I wandered into the realms of TV<\/a>) and I’ll be presenting to you the
Humble Bundle V, after which we’ll be taking a bit of a negative
turn… you will see. \u00a0Potential
trigger warning<\/em>, mind you, of the Epic Rage descent.<\/p>\n
The
Humble Bundle<\/a><\/strong> is a nice little
concept: a collection of indie titles for you to pay what you want for
and then decide how much of that fee goes to a) the developers, b)
Humble Bundle themselves, or c) charity.<\/p>\n
I got it on the first day (and, sorry, but by the time this post
goes live I suspect the window will have closed) so I only got the
first five games that were included. \u00a0Since then there’ve
been three more titles added if you paid over the average.
\u00a0These were added in light of this bundle making over $1.8 million in the first 15 hours<\/a>.<\/p>\n
Included in the Bundle were:<\/p>\n
* denotes games that were
unlocked if you paid over the
average; + denotes those titles
added at a later
stage.<\/em><\/p>\n
Like I say, I only got the
first five, but I’m not
too sore as I already have
Braid<\/strong> (not a big
fan) and I’m not
overly interested in the
other two. \u00a0I’m
not going to discuss the
games themselves here
because that’ll be
coming in a
“Playing…”
post later on.<\/p>\n
I thought it would be nice
show you that sometimes,
somewhere out there,
someone does something
good. \u00a0A lot of money
has been raised for
charity through this: not
least through Big Names of
Gaming competing to be the
top contributors (Notch<\/em> and
HumbleBrony
Bundle<\/em> have been
vying for the top
spot: when I bought
the bundle they were
dueling around the
$3000 mark, now
they’re on
$12,345.67 and
\u00a311,111.11
respectively).<\/p>\n Taken
from Humblebundle.com
at 10:40am GMT,
13\/06\/2012<\/p><\/div>\n
Of course, as the
popularity of indie
games continues to
rise, it’s
nice to be able to
have the choice to
decide how much of
your cash goes to
the developers as
opposed to not
really knowing for
sure how much just
gets kept by various
third
parties.<\/p>\n
From that nice
little snippet
of\u00a0camaraderie,
I regret that I
must now depress
the tone somewhat
and talk about
InternetFail, and
more specifically,
how it’s
been discussed
recently with
regard to the
world of
gaming.<\/p>\n
At the start of
June
BBC News
Magazine<\/strong>
ran an article
highlighting the
constant,
abhorrent abuse
that female
gamers get in
online play: here<\/a>.
\u00a0It mostly
focusses on the
experiences of
one Wisconsin
gamer called
Jenny, of
the
CoD<\/strong>
ilk, and the
abuse she gets
daily on voice
chats.
\u00a0She
records them
and uploads
them to her
website,
Not
in the
Kitchen
Anymore<\/a><\/strong>,
and I gotta
say, she
handles this
shit pretty
well but the
point is
she
shouldn’t
have
to<\/em>.
\u00a0Especially,
as the
article
points
out, 42%
of US
gamers are
women, and
adult
women
outnumber
teenage
boys quite
considerably.<\/p>\n
There’s
also
a\u00a0BBC
World
Service
programme<\/a>\u00a0based
on her
experiences
and
those of
other
female
gamers.
\u00a0If
you read
the
article
or
listen
to the
programme
you
might
hear
some
charming
young
fellows
claiming
“freedom
of
speech”<\/em>,
but
here’s
a
point
of
interest
for
any
such
time
someone
tries
to use
this
smokescreen
of an
excuse
if you
call
them
out as
misogynists
(or
racists,
homophobes,
etc…
the
list,
depressingly,
goes
on).
\u00a0In
both
American
and
European
(incl.
British)
law
the
“freedom
of
speech”
excuse
doesn’t
fly.<\/p>\n
Why’s
that?
\u00a0Well,
if
you
actually
read
the
laws
you’ll
see
there
are
exclusions
to
what
the
precious
First
Amendment
protects:
look
here<\/a>.
\u00a0What’s
that?
\u00a0Obscenity?
\u00a0Threats?
\u00a0Defamation?
\u00a0Intentional
infliction
of
emotional
distress?
\u00a0They’re
all<\/em>\u00a0excluded
from
protection
by
the
First
Amendment?
\u00a0OHGAWDNO!
\u00a0It’s
like
living
in
a
world
where
people
treat
each
other
with
respect!
\u00a0How
horrible.<\/p>\n
And,
Euro
law?
\u00a0Just
for
starters<\/em>\u00a0you
can
consult
Article
10<\/a>
and
Article
14<\/a>
of
the
European
Convention
of
Human
Rights.
\u00a0Yeah.
\u00a0Human
rights<\/em><\/strong>.
\u00a0But
be
careful
out
there:
trying
to
educate
these
fools
in
the
error
of
their
ways
and<\/strong>\u00a0the
legal
flaws
in
their
defence\u00a0might
offend
them.
\u00a0The
fact
you’ve
done
some
learnings
(that
aren’t
centred
around
how
to
make
tasty
lunchtime
treats)<\/em>
is
clearly
a
work
of
pure
evil!<\/p>\n
Although
Jenny
of
Wisconsin
might
be
able
to
deal
with
it,
there
are
a
lot
of
people
out
there
who
can’t
or
don’t
want
to.
\u00a0It
takes
a
lot
of
effort,
seriously.
\u00a0I’m
an
antisocial
gamer
–
we
know
this
–
I
like
playing
games
on
my
own,
I
hate
chat
and
I
hate
voice-chats
even
more.
\u00a0I
don’t
want
to
listen
to
somebody’s
inane
drivel
while
I
shoot
stuff,
regardless
of
the
content.
\u00a0I
ditched
the
one
MMO
I
played<\/a>
a
long
time
ago
because
of
the
racist,
sexist,
homophobic,
transphobic
crap
that
occurred
on
a
daily
basis.
\u00a0Not
directed
at
me,
just
there<\/em>
–
and
no
one
really
ever
objected
(if
you
did,
you
got
the
abuse
turned
on
you).<\/p>\n
My
solution
is
not
one
that
everyone
can
adopt.
\u00a0I
just
avoid
the
social
elements,
even
if
it’s
online
team-based
play
like
TF2<\/strong>,
and
I
refuse
to
disclose
any
information
about
myself.
\u00a0Generally,
I
am
the
wallpaper:
I
keep
quiet
and
ignore
chat.
\u00a0This
is
mostly
because
I’m
a
misanthrope
and
do
not
care
for
being
social,
but
partly
it’s
also
because
I
know
that
a
lot
of
people
on
chat
are
going
to
be
dicks.
\u00a0I
just
don’t
understand
why
banter
has
to
be
offensive,
even
if
it
doesn’t
go
near
questions
of
gender.<\/p>\n Taken
from
Kickstarter.com
at
11:30am
GMT,
on
13\/06\/2012<\/p><\/div>\n
But
back
to
the
specific
point
of
misogyny
in
the
gamingverse.
\u00a0I
mentioned
the
KickStarter
from
Feminist
Frequency<\/strong>
in
May’s
“Playing…<\/a>”
post
and
the
woman
behind
it,
Anita
Sarkeesian,
has
been
yet
another
figurehead
victim
of
abuse.
\u00a0She
put
her
head
over
that
parapet,
so
to
speak,
and
has
had
it
all
but
shot
to
smithereens<\/a>.
\u00a0Gladly,
however,
this
isn’t
going
to
stop
her
making
those
videos,
nor
has
it
stopped
people
pledging<\/a>
(when
I
last
checked,
she
was
on
$87,000+
with
68
hours
left
to
go).
\u00a0But
this
sort
of
thing
does
make
me
want
to
adopt
a
superhero
persona,
fly
all
over
the
world,
and
stand
in
defence
of
these
women.<\/p>\n
I
was
going
to
say
“brave
women”
just
ther,
but
that,
to
me,
gives
too
much
credit
to
these
scum-sucking
parasites
of
the
internet.
\u00a0It
shouldn’t
have
to
be
brave
just
to
identify
as
female
and
like
games.
\u00a0FFS<\/strong>.<\/p>\n
At
least
–
if
we’re
to
take
anything
positive
away
from
this
–
this
all-too-common
abuse
is
being
given
more
and
more
of
a
public
face.
\u00a0A\u00a0site
that
BBC
article
mentions
is
Fat,
\u00a0Ugly
or
Slutty<\/a><\/strong>\u00a0(because
that’s
pretty
much
all
you
are
if
you’re
a
female
gamer,
apparently)<\/em>
where
you
can
upload
screengrabs
of
sexist
abuse\/harrasment.
\u00a0So,
if
you
can
catch
the
abuse
you
receive,
or
see,
in
a
screen
grab
or
a
recording,
make
it
known!<\/p>\n
Humble Bundle V<\/h3>\n
\n
<\/a>
Sigh,
Misogyny<\/h3>\n
<\/a>