{"id":10094,"date":"2012-03-07T08:00:59","date_gmt":"2012-03-07T08:00:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.badreputation.org.uk\/?p=10094"},"modified":"2012-03-07T08:00:59","modified_gmt":"2012-03-07T08:00:59","slug":"on-women-red-shoes-and-public-healthcare-blues","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/badreputation.org.uk\/2012\/03\/07\/on-women-red-shoes-and-public-healthcare-blues\/","title":{"rendered":"On Women, Red Shoes, and Public Healthcare Blues"},"content":{"rendered":"
A short while ago I made a
short post<\/a> talking up the Red Pump Project<\/strong><\/a>. I was really pleased that the lovely
people at the Project actually saw my shoutout, and stopped by to say hello,
hoping that in the run up to March 10, which is National Women &
Girls’ HIV Awareness Day over in the USA, we’d share some photos
of ourselves rocking red shoes as a gesture of solidarity.<\/p>\n
This post is delivering on that request – I got several of our mixed
gender team on board, so you can see some of our feet here rocking various
shapes and styles of red shoe from the subtle to the spaceboot. (Yeah,
those are mine. I have no taste and proudly revel in it.)<\/p>\n
But I also wanted to scribble a few notes about HIV as a feminist
issue and our own battle to save our National Health Service. I have much
less know-how about HIV in the USA, so I’ve bolted on some UK-based
rambling to go with my more general cheerleading.<\/p>\n
On the most basic symbolic level, shoes are about Going Places. Michele
Roberts’ short story
Your Shoes<\/strong>, so beloved of GCSE anthologies nationwide, is
about a missing girl who has flown the nest, leaving behind an unworn
pair of shoes which seem to speak of unspent potential. Waiting For
Godot – a play where no one goes anywhere – opens with a
lonely visual of a worn-out pair of boots that no longer fit. Nancy
Sinatra’s had enough; her boots are gonna walk all over
you.<\/p>\n
<\/a>The red-shoed woman, too, is a woman
who dares, who takes the bull by the horns, from Hans Christian
Anderson’s thoroughly judgey
tale of woe<\/a> to Dorothy’s ruby slippers. So for me the
visual of all our shoes on show is a good way to put the question:
where from here?<\/em> whilst also adding
god damn it, somewhere, though. Somewhere good. Somewhere
better.<\/em>)<\/p>\n
But I want this post to be more than just flag-waving –
after all, since we are not in the US and cannot fully
participate in the project at large, it surely doesn’t
change much about HIV stigma for us to simply photograph our
feet. The arresting visual of the shoes – and the Red
Pump Project are running
a full fashion show<\/a> at the end of the month – is a
starting point or conduit, like wearing the World
AIDS Day red ribbon<\/a>, to having a conversation. So
I’m gonna put a lot of UK links in here too.<\/p>\n
In that post I made I talked about the importance of
awareness\/prevention campaigns not using a kind of shock
tactic to alienate and stigmatise people living with HIV.
Without going too deeply into UK\/USA healthcare provision
comparisons, initiatives like the RPP (excepting the NAT<\/a>-spearheaded
fundraising drives pre-World AIDS Day) don’t feel so
common over here. Perhaps because we assume the NHS will
carry our HIV testing and awareness needs, but also because
services who do take a non-discriminatory approach, like Positive
East<\/a> and the Terrence Higgins Trust are very much up
against Tory cuts just now. Unfortunately, this dovetails
with the fact that the NHS is facing “reforms”
that threaten to stitch it up like a free market kipper, so
in drumming up awareness for the RPP I guess I’d also
like to talk briefly about the importance of trying, in the
UK, to both appreciate the gravity of our own situation, and
the commonalities between the areas the RPP is concentrating
on – urban districts where people just aren’t
talking or thinking openly or inclusively about HIV –
and UK equivalents. HIV affects so many people that a lot of
UK feminists simply don’t see it as a specific enough
issue, but the thing is, it often interacts with more
commonly accepted feminist issues such as contraception,
sexual assault, and so on in complex and – as far as
the feminist blogosphere is concerned – markedly
under-analysed ways.<\/p>\n
HIV transmission rates, access to support services, and the
level of stigma faced by people living with it, all
intersect with, and are influenced by, cuts to advocacy<\/a>,
disability
benefits<\/a>, education and healthcare services. And when
the latter are in play to the level they currently are in
Britain, they mean that existing social inequalities get
very heavily underscored. Stigma around living with HIV then
gets worse, and this underscores inequalities even further,
and you get a snake-chew-tail plughole situation. Stigma is
very often doled out in inherently gendered terms, with a
load of harmful assumptions about what kind of woman or man
would be likely to contract or transmit the virus, so not
engaging with it feeds more general problems of racism,
homophobia and gendered prejudice. As far as I’m
concerned this makes it very much a feminist issue in the
same way that issues of poverty, class and race<\/a> are, and indeed
these areas are all affected by HIV in complex ways which
keep people in disadvantaged groups one step removed from
the care they need, and have a right to access.<\/p>\n
In the UK at least, I don’t think enough women,
feminists or otherwise, are receiving the information and
discussion they need and deserve on this issue, so
I’ll always come out loudly shouting for a project
like the RPP which encourages a discussion which takes into
account the intersections of gender, race and class and
their impact on HIV issues.<\/p>\n
For an illustration of how a lot of ‘western’
mainstream “girl culture” – like teen
magazines – has historically displayed an
unfortunately privilege-waving “us and them”
attitude to the prevalence of HIV, along with some
harmfully obtuse ideas about who contracts it, where, why
and how, I would recommend the essay Girlhood in the time of AIDS<\/strong><\/a> by Nancy
Lesko and Elisabeth Johnson, from the book
Girl Culture<\/strong>. Reading it – it’s
pretty US-focussed – just makes me that much
more relieved there are initiatives like the RPP going
strong.<\/p>\n
As founder Karyn put it in her comment on that
earlier post:<\/p>\n
One of the main goals of our nonprofit and the
campaign is to promote open dialogue, to fight the
stigma around the disease, and to share knowledge
around the issues so that women are EMPOWERED to
advocate for their health and the health of the
women in their lives.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
I couldn’t agree more.
It’s important to recognise the power of
grassroots projects like this whilst also
refuting David Cameron’s position that
community-based initiatives are a “Big
Society alternative” or in any way an
oppositional model to a free national health
service. Some NHS Trusts in the UK work in
partnership with community-specific schemes such
as, for example, the Terrence Higgins Lighthouse
projects – a fact this
article<\/a>, for example, which contains a
great example of a grassroots HIV activism
project, fails in my view to take account of.
There are lighthouses and there are ports.
Having both is generally not a bad idea. I would
not be optimistic about the storm of social
inequalities facing either in the event this
bill passes uncontested.<\/p>\n
Tonight the TUC are declaring a
rally at Westminster<\/a> to make this point
again. In the week a doctor was caught on film
openly
challenging<\/a> Lansley’s bloody-minded
assault on our services in the hospital in which
he works, in the week June
Hautot cried “Codswallop!”<\/a>, and
as an NHS employee myself, I would invite anyone
who is in the area to swing by and raise your
voice.<\/p>\n
Boots, after all, were made for walking.
Shoes, Shoes, Shoes<\/h3>\n
Across the Pond<\/h3>\n
‘Girlhood in the time of AIDS’<\/h3>\n
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Back on the UK Front…<\/h3>\n
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